a broken daughter’s dead eulogy to a broken + dead father | 2023
[ID: shows a modular home road with a sketch of two people, one with a red ‘X’ on its face, the other with a scribbled out face. It reads: Would you be angry if I said I can’t let go? Let go of you, of the trauma. My inner child screams for the love it never got. My inner teen is angry you left me unhealed again. …And me? I just want to go back.]
To all the other wonderful gold star lesbians here: you are the ones keeping this crumbling society from falling apart. I for one, appreciate all of you immensely and your unique takes to the non-gold star “lesbians”, bisexuals and heterosexuals.
I came here so angry and unreconcilable over the fact that no one seemed to understand my experience in the bihet world and would always seem to find excuses for others, rather than believing me. Forgiveness is not a fix-all. That is not something that I ever subscribed to.
You (I don’t won’t to @ anyone because I don’t want others to target any of you) showed me that I was not the only one who was wronged by bisexuals in such a personal, specific way and the continuous dragging down of an entire movement meant to liberate women by heterosexual/het partnered women; that I am right to feel what I feel towards them and that I am not alone.
There was was an intrinsic curiosity to go deeper and analyse their patterns even closer, so I see that it is not a one time thing, that this has happened generation after generations and that they live in a loop. Ground-hog day style.
I don’t want to be stuck with them.
I have more reasons than ever to avoid them, I’ve cleaned up my slate and started fresh. It helped me a lot to write here, so I can let out all the frustration.
I was finally heard, I can move on, I can move forward. Thank you for listening.
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(…Don’t worry, I’ll still lurk around from time to time. I have a limit of being around heterosexuals and bisexuals at work.
Your voices and opinions are much more important than their existance)
The belief that men cannot be reformed should extend to osa women, they cannot be reformed either.
Radical feminism proves that. No matter how many statistics they see and no matter how many years they go though horrible abuse at the hands of men, they will still run after a “better one” or even get cocky in believing that “they have the right tools now, therefore they can outsmart male depravity” .
No matter how misandrist they sound, they still want to be with their mediocre male and nothing will change their minds. They have absolutely no self-preservation or self-respect and that is why they are dangerous, because that is an indirect indication that they will throw you under the bus if the opportunity arises.
They cannot play the victim and blame it on female socialisation/brainwashing after they get to that point, but they still do, because they cannot take any accountability. They are making the choice to not only put themselves in danger, but other women around them as well.
These actions should not be embraces by a feminist movement or a society that seeks to further female rights.
You bind yourself to males, the ones who have the boot on your throat and pretend you still have the power to dictate if his boot is there or not.
Have some female consciousness or keep dying at the hands of males. Other women who don’t have the same death wish as you should not have to console you, nor be around you.
Hey sexuality isn’t a choice and demanding celibacy from people when you arent making the same sacrifice is tone deaf at best. The price of human rights is not “doesn’t make decisions I don’t approve”.
None of what you said is feminist. It’s “not like the other girls” dialed up to 1000. No feminist theory says “rights only for women that live separately from men.” Or “hetero sex damages women and rots their brains”.
That’s misogyny. Ugly misogyny indistinguishable from the rhetoric of MRAs.
Like oh sorry, is feminism hard sometimes? You have the right to vote because feminists of the past didn’t give up on the women who weren’t as politically active.
We either fight for all women or no women, and that includes women who are completely neutral and / or an active detriment to the movement.
Nah, I’m no longer fighting for the dick solidarity group, sisterhood to not end up in abuse shelters and be lesbophobes on main. Die faster. Choke on a dick etc. You are wasting the air we have left and birthing more rapists and molesters. I’m not listening to women that would rather bend over than stand up.
to me demons are like cats just doing whatever they want causing problems on purpose, while angels are like hares theyre painfully aware of their place in this world theyve seen the end
